I am so sorry for my long absence again! I promised to be online every day but in February I had to stop with my study to become a medical assistant because I failed mine internship and my marks were bad. Which was strange to hear since last year my mentor pointed out I had good marks and that I will pass the third year with no problem at all. This year she told me mine marks were bad and that I actually should have done the second year over. In the end of her explanations I had the choose between going back to the second year so my knowledge would grow or stop with the study and chose another study. I chose the last one since I seriously HATED the study. Medical Assistant is boring and it is not my cup of tea and I always wanted to do something with computers!
So after some tears and some weeks later I had to explain to mine domain leader, two teachers and my mom why I had chosen to stop with this study. They came up with various ideas until the domain leader said that I had no chance at all.
After that everything went fast I literally got kicked out of my class, even though I do not mind this since some of them back stabbed literally everyone. Since financial problems the domain leader said I I only have to follow mathematics in a different class and follow some short classes about performance anxiety. So I can keep my OV card and Financial costs.
So to summarize it; I have a long summer vacation until September but it doesn't feel like vacation at all.
So a tip for everyone who is going to college. FOLLOW YOUR GUTS AND DO NOT LISTEN TO PEOPLE THEIR OPINION! Because right now I have literally ruined 3 years of my life.